God is in control
Wednesday, 4 November 2009 12:47 PM
Be strong my friend, we'll make it through this pain--
Was woken up by my hand phone.
Carissa's mum just passed away in her sleep last night. She had Cancer.
She was asking me and questioning herself & God, why does bad stuff happen at the wrong time in her life.
I told her about Job, Mary, and Sara. Saying that God can use you to do his work no matter what age, what's your position and more. As for Job, be basically lost everything, his fortune, his family.
Right now, her family and herself are really devastated, do keep them in prayer please. I'm praying too, I partly do feel the pain. I lost my auntie last year on my birthday with the same problem. I felt really down too, I kept asking God "Why do you have to let her go on my birthday? My birthday."
When I realise that God just wanted to test our faith at moments like this. His is working in our lives. He is in control. We must keep our faith as strong as possible in Him.
I just want you guys out there to know this as well, sometimes when things just happen to you, you find it hard to trust God, and the feeling is like you don't even want to trust Him any longer, we just have to know that His sovereign in still no matter what.
"For I know the plans I have for you, Declares the LORD, "Plans to prosper
you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah
29:11
For all Council people, if you want to come to her funeral, please message me I'll give you more details. Thanks.
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Labels: His sovereign is still
2H' 2009 FMSS
Monday, 2 November 2009 7:45 PM
Problems can come around but it also depends if you want to pick yourself up again--
Today tuition was canceled so I just stayed at home and rot.
Tomorrow I'm going back to school for a Workshop & Streaming Art test. The school stuff called us up. HA, she mentioned that Mr Lee told us, but apparently I he didn't...
I just feel that Fairfield sometimes, in fact, half of the time, they're really disorganised on information more to come.
I have like nothing to talk about. I'll just give comments on 2H :D
Bryan Chua: Stay round & always.
Luke Ho: Thanks for being a fox who rants non-stop & and nice friend.
Joel Lee: Thanks for being a Maple buddy.
Kimbelyn Sim: Thanks for being a sardine & a nice person. Love you!
Xin Yi: Thanks for talking to me a lot about God, also as my sister of a day older. Love you!
Nicholas Bee: Thanks for being a bee.
Nicholas Bee: Thanks for being a bee.
Jumana: Thanks for being such an awesome study partner, truly appreciated you, like a whole lot!
Ong Shu Wen: Seen you changed for the good, which is good, keep up the good job, thanks for being my Maple buddy! All the best with your academics in future.
Bryon(pra): Thanks for being so hyper at times HAHAHA.
Renee Soh: Thanks for inviting me to your church events and a friend.
Cherra Teo: Thanks for being my good buddy, youredeeman.
Johnathan Teo: I'll come to your clinic for treatment if necessary.
Isabelle Teo: Thanks for being my shopping & good school buddy.
Viena Lee: Thanks for letting me to call you PONYO, love you!
And the part about 2H. we're like been through thick and thin together, the class have taught me many things, placed me in challenges. Some are really challenging okay! At times I get really annoyed by how things are with 2H. But I have to learn it the hard way to love my class :)
Within a blink of an eye, one year gone just like that. It feels like as if yesterday was 1 January 2009. Time flies. Before I even know, it's time for exams then good-bye.
May God bless 2H'09's year ahead with blessings!
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Labels: 2H'09 rocks my socks
The down turned
Sunday, 1 November 2009 11:23 PM
I'm devastated.
Like really really devasted.
I need sometime to get away from this world.
I need to escape from my wild thoughts.
They're crazy.
Each time I try to get back up
you knock me down
until one day that horrible thing
that horrible truth reviewed into my life
it changed everything.
Now you're half-way out the door.
I guess I'll never see
never see your sunshine shine like it use to do
Even though I can't breathe without you
But I have to.
But right now, all I need is
Jesus.
Lord I need you.
Labels: down down down
Last day of school, let's scream & shout!
Saturday, 31 October 2009 10:36 AM
Don't want to fall another moment into your gravity--
Oh yes, yesterday was the last day of school!But it was partly bad though. I had to do the P6 tour around Fairfield Secondary. I kept trembeling when I spoke through the mike. They seem to have a lot of comments about the places in Fairfield. But it's okay, next year I shall
Went to Suntec City to watch "My Sister's Keeper" with Viena & Kimbelyn, it was awesome!
The director screwed up the last part of the storyline. I read the book, so I know! Instead of Anna dying in an car accident, Kate died instead. Anna is suppose to die then donate her kidney to her sister Kate. But it didn't happen.
Viena was like telling me, "If you cry after the movie I'll laugh at you."
But I didn't! :D
Here's the movie poster of the movie.
But the movie was quite good you know, the actors acted out a really good show. I'll rate it 4/5 stars :)Yesterday night I was watching Don Ian & Puay Hon's video on the Cadbury eyebrow viedo they did themselves, it was awesome! They practiced from the original one of course! Below it's the video :D
Awesome right? I can't even raise an eyebrow :( They're good you know.
Thank God for the Secondary 2 year, it was very fruitful and many lessons learnt and friends made. So far to be honest, 2H has one of the best kind of friends made. Fun, loving, crazy, random, hardworking, caring, good listeners! :D
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Labels: your gravity
My heart skipped a beat
Saturday, 24 October 2009 7:53 PM
Pray in the silence, hear out for the Lord Shepherd's voice--
Yesterday was Thanksgiving Service, so... I went on stage to collect my Book prize! I got $50 worth of Boarder's book money. So that means... I can spend it on storybooks! YAY!I felt really awkward when Mr Lim told all Prize winners to go up on stage to take a photo together with our parents. In my mind I went "Why can't he just dismiss the crowd and let us take?"
The best and more weird thing is that he played music and told the student body to sit back and relax the music while we take photographs. It was really awkward.
So I hardly can smile, everyone is like staring at you from the stage. So many eyes fixed and blinking on you. So I gave my awkward smile, I felt really uncomfortable, so once everything was over, I dashed down the stage to avoid further embarrassments. My heart skipped a beat.
But overall, I once again thank God for everything!
Today morning went to Sentosa with the West Tribe people, We played Volleyball, Husbands and wives, sand castle, eat home-made lunch. It was really really fun! It has been ages since I've been there! It was really sunny today, thank God that there wasn't rain.
While I played Volleyball, I kept complaining that my hand will be painful if I played, but I gave it a try again anyways, after playing for like 15 minutes, it doesn't hurt much. After all, Joseph was right,it didn't hurt much later on :)
I realised that many things have changed, they are building more shops and resorts. The Government is smart, building more makes more money.
Now all I'm worried about if I would get into Course 1. Cause only the top 20 people in my class can get in, and my percentage is like 60.33%.
You may say that "Oh Constance, now that means you find it hard to trust God at this moment?"
I would say "Oh no, I praise Him!" *smiles*
I have to keep my hopes up! Right, I'm off the read Breaking Dawn.
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Constance! :D
Labels: a little sun-burned
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Thursday, 22 October 2009 7:57 PM
"Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37--
Today, not really a good day, uhh... Things aren't going the way it seems, I felt really frustrated at first, but later when everyone started giving me that sort of relaxed face, I'm no longer! :)
Nothing much today, really, during English period, we watched Twilight, it was awesome! HAHAHA! Then during Science, learnt about lights and reflections. History we watched Spongebob Squarepants! It was SUPER CUTE!
After school I went for Thanksgiving service rehearsal, I'm just afraid that things might go wrong tomorrow. Right now I'm just re-reading and re-reading Psalm 40:1-2. It just brings me all the comfort that I need,
"I wait patiently for the Lord;he turned to me and heard my cry.He lifted me out of the slimy pit,out of the mud and mire;he set my feet on a rockand gave me a firm place to stand.Psalm 40:4-2
I really thank God for letting me get the Book prize, cause it's a rare opportunity and I am grateful for what I have right now.
Yay! going to Sentosa this Saturday! Can't wait! :D
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Constance! :D
Labels: be grateful not wasteful
Roller Coaster
Wednesday, 21 October 2009 10:01 PM
I'll hunt you down.--
I got back my results today, I went on an emotional roller coaster ride for my Math, though I passed, but not satisfied.
Ahhhh, the stupid Ranting Fox just got the freaked out of me, he did a good job on drama over MSN, get him tomorrow.
Stupid fox.
Ahhhh, the stupid Ranting Fox just got the freaked out of me, he did a good job on drama over MSN, get him tomorrow.
Stupid fox.
I'll shall take a higher honour over you tomorrow! Wait and see!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Praise the Lord for everything! :D
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Horrors, Horrors, HORRORS!
Tuesday, 20 October 2009 9:22 PM
You lift my feet off the ground--
Oh great, tomorrow's the result day, checking of exam papers, I'm so frayed! :(Today went to school to attend workshop actually, but instead, the Sec 2 Councillors & NE ambassadors did the NYAA booklet!
HAHAHAHAHA it was really funny, Kimbelyn, Jumana and myself was sitting the row in front of Kenneth, Yi Xiang, Puay Hon and Okky. They were so racist towards Jumana! ARGGGG, I can just kill them!! (excluding Okky for the racist jokes)
Yeah, then once we were were done writing our NYAA, we went to eat, then went back to class, HAHAHAHA so funny, we attended the last 15 minutes of the workshop! We played Twister! It was like really fun! :D
Oh yeah, the Sec 3s got inter-class games! Which means they got to do some exercise! Which I'm dying to do! It's unfair! last year they also got to do too! But it's okay :)
Yeah, so anyways, after the workshop the 3 of us rushed to Learn@Fairfield to do the Indian hand design thing, don't know how to spell it, but anyways, HAHAHA!
Then after that, Kimbelyn, Viena, Isabelle, Shu Wen, Pei Shi & myself went to opposite Ikea to do Window shopping! I bought a hot purple tank top, awesome!
I just want to thank Kimbelyn for lending me $3, it means a lot to me to buy that tank top! THANK YOU SO MUCH SARDINE! :D
Thank God for the day!
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Labels: TWISTER is LOVED
Monday is Moanday
Monday, 19 October 2009 2:54 PM
Hey Monday, I'm taking back Sunday--
I just finished reading "Mummy make it stop" by Louise Fox.Her life was just too hard, had many downs, hardly any ups. But she had a really happy ending in the end.
Now I'm about to read Breaking Dawn. I finished reading Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse. Now it's the last book. So far I felt about them, their nothing fantastic at all. Just Vampire, Werewolf, and humans.
Many people just kept telling me that it's an awesome book and ranting over that I have to read them carefully, I did, but still, nothing fantastic. Also ranting about getting the next book "Midnight Sun" which the draft of that book had been illegally placed online. Now the whole world's reading it and Stephine Mayer, I bet she'll earn less than what she expects. She's feeling really upset about what happened.
Hey, anyone wants to go out with me? I'm like rotting at home after the EOYs. I mean, it's really boring. Until now, I didn't even touch MapleStory. I'm the best person! :)
Rotting at home = No fun
I just don't understand, before the EOYs, everyone was just counting down for exams to be over, when exams are really over, they jump out of the hall and shout for freedom or just run off to shop or hang out. But soon that feeling of freedom will die down. They would realise that it's really boring doing the same thing all over again and expects a miracle to happen right after the freedom mood just goes away.
That's how I'm feeling right now.
But I received an email from Jeanette, she mentioned that I can use my time for God's glory instead for gaming glory/Facebook glory/ hanging out glory/ rotting glory. AWESOME! :D
That's really a great idea and which I'm really in doubt how to start *moans*
Somebody, please just give me a call to go out together after school tomorrow or for the next next week or the week after, or either I will have to wait till tomorrow, school's reopening for some games day.
I just feel like going back to the Cinema to watch some movies. What is happening to me?
Right, so...
Monday = Moanday
Don't you just agree? The start the week usually sounds like that! :)
But there's also a song which goes
This is the day
This is the day that the Lord has made
That the Lord has made,
I will rejoice,
I will rejoice,
and be glad in it,
for this is the day that the Lord has made,
We will rejoice an be glad in it.
So I will be glad in it! :D
In His Love,
Constance! :D
Labels: overturn everything and rejoice
$769.83 at Suntec City's Carrefour
Sunday, 18 October 2009 10:37 PM
Get blown away by the tedious situation--
Today after church went to Suntec City's Carrefour with my Dad, Cephas & Clement to buy some stuff.
While queuing up, the que was being held up by this Euroupian couple, they lined up with 2 trolleys of food. I peered at the price of the food in total at the cashier's screen. it was stated "$769.83."
It was my first time in my life seeing a couple buying so much things which can prevent them from entering the Supermarket for 2-3 weeks. Horrendous. Plus, $769.83, no joke, I am not joking, that is like 4 months of my pocket money, and can you believe that, I can do so much with that sum of money.
I just looked at the cashier's face, she was devastated, perspiring and tired, and then I flickered my eyes to the people waiting in the long que, they were frustrated, some impatient, some giving that 'look' at the couple.
I didn't know what was going on until my Dad told me that Europeans they have a habbit of buying their groceries that can last for weeks. But I think to the Singaporeans' point of view, we just buy what we need for the day/week. Chop chop and go. But as for them, they just love to do that. Then i overheard a conversation between a Chinese Couple, saying that they were really inconsiderate, holding up the que and wasting more than 20 people's time.
Yes, and one more part, this is the best. this IS the best. After nearly all the food had been keyed into the cashier's computer system, the cashier's eyes fell this Innocent lemon and frowned. Just because the lemon doesn't have a bar code on, she had to run off to get the bar code on, it dragged on 5 minutes.
When she came back, finally, she can move on. The couple took 40 minutes to sort out everything. So they left pushing the two trolleys frustrated. I guess they aren't planning to come back to Carrefour to shop often anymore, judging from the looks on their faces. This is one of the best customers ever! HAHA.
later then I realised that it isn't all the couple's fault, the cashier was new. It was a big bang.
Yay! There's no school tomorrow! :)
I feel so empty right now.
In His Love,
Constance! :D
